Yup, still knocked up.

Posted 02 Mar 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

I took another hpt, just to be sure. Still pregnant.

So, so strange.

I’ve saved my last, the digital, for tomorrow morning.

13dpo, 5 weeks

Uh, HOLY SHIT.

Posted 02 Mar 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

BFP. No way. It really happened for us the first month trying?

REALLY?!
Yep – it’s there. A faint line. I don’t need to squint to see it. It’s there.
Holy shit.
Apparently, I am 5 weeks pregnant today.
Someone tell me the tequila and beer for the past 4 nights will have no effect. PLEASE.

(also…pssst – little bee, you’re the size of an apple seed today.)

(holy crap, I’m growing something the size of an apple seed.)

Ow.

Posted 01 Mar 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

My boobs could not possibly hurt anymore than they do right now.

They almost hurt more lying down than standing.
Ow, ow, ow.
Something please happen already. (I’m talking to you, AF.)
I only have 2 FRERs and a digital left here in Mexico. I really want to test again, but I’m going to try really hard to wait. Maybe tomorrow. And again before I leave Wednesday if the beast isn’t here yet.

BFN, again.

Posted 28 Feb 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

My body is fucking with me.

Only twice in the past year have I made it past 11dpo without getting my period. TWICE.

And here I am, with no spotting or anything at 11dpo, and no sign of it coming.

At this point, I am welcoming my period. I have no inkling of hope this will result in a BFP.

I hate you, body. Thanks for toying with me.

Signed,

Crabby McCrabberton.

On a side note, I’m pretty sure the 2ww must have steps – like, hope, excitement, crabbiness, loss of hope, and eventual acceptance.

Glad to know that I’ve moved through all of them. Maybe I’m missing a few.

Maybe I shouldn’t give up. Like I said in a few posts below, FF says I should be testing a week from tomorrow. But WTF is that? If my period is THAT late, and I still got a BFN I might dive off a cliff. Luckily for my loved ones, we’ll be back from Mexico by then so it won’t be so easy.

I’m not testing again until Wednesday. But I’m pretty convinced AF will be here before that. Besides, my temp went down today. That can’t be good.

Le sigh.

Negativa gorda grande

Posted 27 Feb 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

Well, I’m in bed, laying with the hubs, listening to the waves and the birds in Mexico.

Yesterday’s test resulted in a BFN. That’s fine. I knew it was early, and I know that it’s possible that I’m not ktfu.
AF is still not here. ┬áThat’s good…I guess. Honestly, I just wanna know one way or the other so I can stop thinking about it.
I feel guilty using the “drink till it’s pink” mantra. I feel like I’m being bad. But, I must. My parents need not know what’s going on. But, if I get a BFP while we’re here, I’m going to have to tell them, because I won’t be drinking anymore.
I’ll test again tomorrow. I have 3 FRERs and one digital.