Me? I’m okay. Had kind of a rough night of crampiness at 4am and mild anxiety due to said cramps. I’m already at wit’s end with not knowing what’s going on…whether any given cramps or pains might actually be labor or my body just being a jerk. I took a bath a little over an hour ago to ease the cramps, which helped…but now I’m back to being uncomfortable. While in the bath I started to get mad and upset about this whole situation. I’m upset with my body for not allowing me to enjoy what should be the last 6 weeks of my pregnancy. I’m mad that I’ve had to deal with contractions for nearly 4 months. I’m pissed that this bedrest is technically taking time away from my maternity leave after the baby is here. Having to worry about everything is what makes me most upset. I know that being calm and relaxed helps me to not have contractions and whatnot, but how can I be relaxed when I know what could be happening inside me?

::sigh::

Alright, time to get back to watching the Twins game I was supposed to be at with the hubs. He’s there with one of his friends, which I insisted he do…because ONE of us should at least be there. (I will say, laying on the couch IS more comfy than the crappy plastic seats at the Dome, but my heart is breaking. Didn’t know I was such a baseball fan, did you?)