Has this happened to you?

Posted 15 Apr 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category uncategorized

I’m just sitting at my desk today, and all of the sudden, I have a flash of being in a park on a summer day when I was 16. And just as quick as it came, it was gone. Then I realized where it was, and who I was with. (A small town in Wisconsin with then-boyfriend.)

All just so random, and so quick. I don’t know what triggered it.

Have you ever had a random flashback?

(Now it’s got me thinking of the Rip One Fest (not it’s real name but used to protect the innocent. I mean, anonymous.) that Martini and I used to attend annually. They made a gigantic cookie one year. And we’d play games to win mirrored Simpsons pictures in cardboard frames.)

10 weeks.

Posted 14 Apr 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

How far along? 10 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: +/- 0
Maternity clothes? Wore the maternity capris over the weekend, and sporting the bella band most days. (couldn’t find it this morning, and I’m paying the price.)

Stretch marks? No.

Sleep: I can’t get enough. And if I truly do not get enough, it’s bad news.

Best moment this week: Best moment – having a WHOLE WEEK of no seabands. Yes.

Movement: Nope.

Food cravings: Still PB & J. The hubs made me one last night at 11:30. With pickles on the side. Bliss.

Gender: Now I’m kind of thinking girl.

Labor Signs:
Belly Button in or out?
What I miss: Shopping for clothes. NORMAL clothes.

What I am looking forward to: Being out of the 1st trimester. For so many reasons.

Weekly Wisdom:
Don’t attempt to stay awake when your body is refusing. It doesn’t work. Even if it’s 9:30am and you’re at work.
Hearing the HB on the doppler and being told my miscarriage chances are below 1%!

Yay for good news!

Posted 13 Apr 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category baby business

Well, I had an appointment this morning…which I, of course, was running late for. Running is the operative word in that sentence.

I had to take the bus to my appointment this morning since the hubs was already at work. I left the house, glanced at my watch, and I had ONE MINUTE until my bus came. And I had a block and a half to walk.

So I ran.

For the first time in like, YEARS.

But I caught the bus, had a mild asthma attack, and made it to my appointment on time. The Midwife I saw today was VERY nice. We chatted about my reoccurring sinus infections, my need for more calcium, and just chatted generally about my progress.

I am happy to report, that for the most part, my all day nausea is gone. I feel pretty decent aside from still being pretty tired all the time.

Anyway, she did an exam, and attempted the heartbeat on the doppler. It took her a little bit, but she found it….loud and clear. It again, was a totally surreal experience. She said it was about 165bpm, just right for this time in the pregnancy. My uterus was right where it should be and measuring well…everything is good.

The best news, she officially declared my chances of miscarriage to be less than 1%, which was almost better than hearing the heartbeat.

I also found out that my blood type is O-, so I’ll need a Rogam (sp?) shot around 20 weeks.

All in all, a great appointment. Good news was desperately needed. :)

Today, I’ll struggle through my annual review, a department meeting, and work in general. Then home for what seems to be a week of non-stop cleaning and laundry.

Even so, it’s good to be home.

Time moves on.

Posted 10 Apr 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category not so much

I’m still at my parents house, funeral for my grandmother was yesterday. It was a really, really hard day. I bought some Sudafed beforehand – I knew all the crying would bring on a sinus headache of extreme proportions. And I was right. The Sudafed did nothing. ALL DAY. From about noon until almost midnight I had a headache that wouldn’t quit. So, on top of being the most sad I’ve been in over a year, I felt like shit.

I’m glad the day is over. I miss her very, very much.

So, posting probably won’t resume until Monday. I’ll be here until Sunday evening. I swear I have a belly pic for the 9 week point, but I won’t be able to post it until I get home.

Gone too soon.

Posted 07 Apr 2009 — by Mrs. Jenna
Category cancer sucks, not so much, other people are awesome

I’ll miss you more than you’ll ever know, my dear Gabba.